I will simply go straight to the point,
as I would not want to give very explicit details about myself. This is
for some obvious reasons. My wife is very sharp, I mean, she is such
an intelligent woman and can easily trace this true confession to me.
For the fact that I love her so much, I cannot let a thing fall
in-between us. That is why I have kept this as top-secret till today;
but I will have to let this out of the bag.
I’m not oblivious of the fact that most
issues of this nature are blamed on the men whom most of us see as
womanizers; but mine is a different thing entirely. I’m not a womanizer.
I have tried everything possible to make sure that this girl-my house
girl leaves my house, but my wife will always insist she stays.
I’m a pastor, but I also work as a civil
servant. I would have loved to write further about where I live, but
for the same reason why I can’t mention my name, I can’t tell you where
I’m writing from.
This young lady was brought to my house
by my wife sometimes in 2010, and had just completed her secondary
education last year. She is supposed to pick up a form for her higher
education because she is related to my wife; distant relation, sort of.
Frankly, she has been very good, and has
been taking care of my only daughter since my wife put to bed late last
year. Her presence is a big relief to me and wife because we are both
very busy people. My wife works with a bank, and sometimes come home
around 8-9pm.
Lately, this young girl has summoned courage to seduce me; to be sincere, she is tempting me.
I often return to the house ahead of my wife. Sometimes, because of hold-up and other issues, I will get in around 5-6pm. She started by running to embrace me with her transparent-short gown to welcome me each time I knock, on arrival. I was shocked the very day she did that. I felt so embarrassed. “Even if I had traveled to space…hun! This one is just too much… hun!” I soliloquized in my bedroom after she had dropped my office bag and ran out to get my food. This continued for 3 weeks. Sometimes, her b**bs will just slip out of her ‘top’ and she will simply apologize. My wife has never met her on that gown as she wears another cloth when it’s almost time for my wife to return. I have developed double minds about her. I have had different evil thoughts since this whole thing started. The one that happened last was the way she sat facing me, with her legs wide opened. I left the food that I was eating and walked to the bathroom to do nothing in particular. I had thought she would adjust as soon as I returned, but she didn’t budge. I think I fell into her trap finally that day. I almost had it with her when I grabbed her, and she jumped at me. We started that regrettable romance before God intervened with the sharp cry of my baby. That was what saved the day.
The next day, I had told my wife that we
should send her away, but she vehemently refused to accept my
suggestion. She had asked me to give some reasons why we should send her
away, and I had told her that she was getting so stubborn and lazy;
hence, she is as good as no House-help.
My wife who claimed she had never
experienced that had accused me of formulating things against the lady.
She told me that I wanted her out of the house because I had seen that
she will soon secure admission into the higher institution, and I will
soon begin to pay for her school fees. I couldn’t tell her the truth,
because something tells me it will be disastrous. I just felt I could
handle the matter in the most professional way. But right now, things
have gone out of hands since the past 2 weeks. I have done virtually
everything that can be considered dirty with her except that I have not
done it with her yet. What’s keeping me from doing it is my conscience
and for the fact that I can’t do that in my matrimonial home.
That sin will be so grievous, I know.
She had asked me repeatedly last week if she can meet me in any of the
hotels around town this weekend since my wife will be around then. She
has just Saturday and Sunday to take care of her hair and visit friends,
and she wants to use that opportunity to have me all to herself. Now,
I’m contemplating on this issue. All I need is your advice; Saturday is
just 5 days from today, and I can’t make up my mind on what to do. I
love my wife, but I think I’m becoming so foolish in the name of being
faithful. Please, tell me; should I do it or not? It has gotten to the
level where I cannot tell my wife the truth because she won’t even
believe, since I had told her a different story before. She will see it
as blackmail. Your reaction will either encourage me or discourage me,
even though my mind beats faster, and something tells me to do it.
Should I?
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